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Prepare it with oil on a griddle; bring it well mixed and present
the grain offering broken in pieces as an aroma pleasing to the LORD. (Lev
6:21 NIV)
The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite
heart, O God, you will not despise. (Ps 51:17 NIV)
And he directed the people to sit down on the grass. Taking the five
loaves and the two fish and looking up to heaven, he gave thanks and broke the loaves. Then he gave them to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the people. (Matt 14:19 NIV)
While they were eating, Jesus took bread, gave thanks and broke it,
and gave it to his disciples, saying, "Take and eat; this is my body."
(Matt 26:26 NIV)
Before an egg can fulfill its function, it has to be broken. Whether
we think of that function as producing a chick or providing a breakfast,
the shell has to be broken before the function is complete. An unbroken
egg has not yet become what it is meant to be. This simple illustration
reminds us that some things cannot reach their potential without being
broken. In the stories of Jesus feeding the five thousand and the four
thousand we are told each time that Jesus "gave thanks and broke the
loaves" (Matt. 14:19) and then gave them to the disciples to provide
to the people. No matter how much Jesus could make of the few loaves of
bread, it was no good to the people until he had broken it. In the process
of breaking it, Jesus made more of it than it had been before. This is
more than the idea of the egg, because the bread broken in Jesus’ hands
actually became more than its own potential. The bread broken in Jesus’
hands became more than it had been, or could be, before it was broken.
In the Law of Moses it was commanded that before a high priest took
up his office he was to be anointed, and that on the day of his anointing
a special grain offering was to be presented (Leviticus 6:19-23) for him.
It was to be a simple cake made with good flour and oil, and presented
in broken pieces on the altar, to be completely consumed by fire. Because
of other symbolic uses of both bread and oil in the Law, the emphasis here
for the high priest is on the idea that, once consecrated to the service,
his own will was to be broken before God's will, and his life consumed
in the service of God. By this surrender to God he would become more than
a man, exceeding his own potential, being the anointed of God.
Shortly before his death Jesus was anointed by Mary of Bethany. Jesus
described her loving act as "a beautiful thing" that she had
done for him (Mark 14:6, NIV). What she did is take an alabaster jar full
of expensive ointment and broke the jar so that she could pour all of its
contents on Jesus (Mark 14:3 ). Even though the jar may have been expensive
in its own right, what mattered was the scented oil within, and the comfort
that could give to Jesus. The oil couldn't flow from a sealed jar, and
so she broke it open. By so doing, and giving it all at once to Jesus,
she exceeded the inherent potential value of the ointment itself (see John
12:1-8). By breaking the jar and presenting its contents to Jesus, letting
the oil flow freely, Mary achieved something greater even than the potential
good she could have done by selling the oil and giving away the money to
the needy. The broken jar and poured out oil obtained a value beyond their
intrinsic worth, because the jar was broken for Jesus and the oil poured
out for him in love.
The human mind in its carnal or worldly outlook views Mary breaking
and pouring, and says, "what a waste, the potential is lost."
The spiritual mind though, which Jesus and Mary shared here, views the
breaking and pouring and says, "this is beautiful, this is important,
this will not be forgotten." The flesh struggles against being broken
or even admitting to its limitations, but the spirit within can only be
set free to obtain its potential when in fact the flesh is broken. And
sharing in the anointing of God as a priest requires that a broken offering
be laid on the altar.
Paul used the illustration of a clay jar to describe our bodies (2 Corinthians
4:7), pointing out that the contents exceed the value of the container,
the contents being the "knowledge of the glory of God in the face
of Jesus Christ" (2 Corinthians 4:6). He proceeds to tell of the ways
that he himself has accepted being broken for the sake of Christ (vv8-12),
"afflicted but not crushed, perplexed but not driven to despair."
As the oil flowed from Mary's broken jar, so the Spirit flowed from Paul's
broken life (2 Corinthians 4:13-18), just as Jesus had promised for those
who believe in him (John 7:37-39). Being broken and presented on the altar
did not crush Paul's spirit, but instead he said, "So we do not lose
heart. Even though our outer nature is wasting away, our inner nature is
being renewed day by day." (v16) And what flowed from Paul was not
of Paul, but of God, and greater than Paul's own potential. This is the
idea of yielding to God, of taking Jesus’ yoke (Matthew 11:28-30), of being
broken to his will and for his purposes. This is the sacrifice God desires,
as David learned. "The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken
and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise." (Psalm 51:17 NIV)
But it is hard to accept that victory lies in an admission of defeat, that
success can only be found when failure is admitted, that life only comes
to those who accept death.
God's grace says to us, "admit your failures, acknowledge your
deficiencies, accept my life in place of your own." Knowing our limitations,
knowing that we don't have enough loaves to go around unless they're broken,
knowing that the oil is trapped and useless as long as the container is
unbroken, is the beginning of exceeding our own potential. When does the
Spirit help us? "In our weakness," Paul says (Romans 8:26). And
again, when Paul was discouraged by his own weakness (whatever it was),
God's answer to him was, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power
is made perfect in weakness" (2 Corinthians 12:9). We must choose
to depend on God, and not ourselves, to accept being broken for his cause,
that he might work in us and through us and that we might, in being broken,
not only achieve our potential, but by his grace, exceed it.
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